You

 

You

October 22, 2024

 You were that one dream

I would always crave to be true
That one memory that I could have as a treasure
That one sad song I would love to listen to on loop.
If I had a Gramaphone, you would be the only song that plays,
If I had a Dvd player, you would be the only video that'd be watched
If I had a Palace, the name would be yours,
If I had the power to make something immortal, it definitely would be your memories in my heart.

You were the pain that I would always enjoy
That one small piece of Jigsaw Puzzle that would complete me.

You were exquisite,
like some fine piece of art
and I was nothing but a novice art lover, unaware of you
My world stops when I think of your eyes
My feet stop whenever I walk past your street,
My eyes wait with a longing desire and a faint hope of getting a glimpse of yours.

You, were all what I wanted
I would've done something,
Could've confessed my heart's sinful desire of being with you..
But I kept staring,
having no idea how long will it last,
wishing these were not the last moments
longing for something i can't put into words
craving something mad and sinful.
But all I did was stare: capturing a moment of immortality.

All I could do was to stare
Like a homeless man staring at people living in mansions
Like a poor kid staring at other kids at a Candy shop
Like a thirsty man staring at a waterpark

All I wanted was that one moment
Of Our togetherness
That one moment to pity on melancholy
That one moment to fill my heart.

But all I could do was stare.